S, C, H, O, O, L April 20, 2010

6 Letters. 1 Word. Over 300 students. 1 person. Why do people think its not bad, Why don’t people like it? Why do parents think its not so bad, that their kid is just exaggerating? That its just an excuse to got to school, to do homework. I H A T E school. I know kids say it all the time and its just same old same old. But I HATE it. I don’t like the kids there, I don’t like the Teachers there, and I don’t like the feeling I’m not going to pass 7th grade. The kids there are so caught up in there live that seem so perfect, they get everything they want. They don’t like anyone who’s different, who can’t afford a phone or a house, who doesn’t wear the same clothes as them, who doesn’t look like them. I didn’t fit in I sat in the lunchroom all by my self for 35 minutes waiting for the bell to ring, waiting for the day to be over. Nobody talked to me, I had no one for 7 hours and 40 minutes each day till I got home. It is hard for me to got through the day with no human contact, no face-to-face conversation. It was so bad for me that I missed so much school, I was failing. It was so hard for me to got to school everyday. Then I started getting all mixed up and had piles of work to do. But I didn’t know how to do them. I feel like that I am not going to pass 7th grade and I don’t want to get held back. There talking about the state test and I have no confidence. I can’t ask my teacher for help b/c I am so shy and I don’t trust her anymore. I know that I am so behind in math and science. Especially science cause the teacher basically puts it on your desk and tells you to do it. No help, no nothin. So I go home and try to get help from my family for homework but they don’tt know how to do ti so I am DOOMED!!!!! Then the counselor thought I was depressed and wanted to know if I wanted someone to talk to. BUT…. My loyal friend Anna came to my school after a big mess with her school and the enrolling center. But once she came they expected her to know how to do it right away b/c she definitely didn’t get treated like I did when I started. They probably thought that I told her how to it and stuff so just left her alone. But at least I have someone who actually has someone to talk to and who understands me. But that doesn’t mean I am going to pass, but we still got 1 more quarter.